Thursday, May 17, 2007

its really getting to me..faster and faster everyday..dunnoe wat to do luh..at a big loss for words.almost everyone is enjoyin every minute of their lives rite now..livin the life they've always dreamed of..gettin wat they want whenever they want..big stupid smiles on their face...hate it..i hateHATEHATEHATE it..u just feel like a hopeless slime of blob ..and when songs u can relate to are supposed to make u feel better..they dont..thats the really sad part..there's no happiness anymore ..no zest for life..i cant wait for sec sch life to go away..cant wait till this part of life just moves on..3 years n 6 months..wonder how im gonna survive till then..wonder how its gonna turn out ..
they say secondary school is suppose to make u see life as it is..to widen ur social circle and be more open to everything...i totally agree..but no backup..so wats the point??

donnigirl's got her own probs..sumthin to do wif guys..not that she's in a relationship luh..she just doesnt geddit..me included...its this phase of life where the only thing that matters most is getting into a relationship and falling for someone and blablabla..all that mushy crap..yuckyuckyuck..
all the unexpected ppl are falling for the trap

i feel like moving...moving to a whole new different planet where there are no..no people...just cute little chhildren to play wif..and i dun have to take care of them..they can just take care of themselves..i just have to play wif them and tolerate them to keep em happy..and it'll just be me and nature..me and the trees and the grass and the big blue sea..oh and the best part..me and GOD...
it'll just be me and GOD
me and god...me and god...me and god...ME AND GOD...ME AND GOD...ME AND GOD...
-who could ever ask for more?

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